Anyways that motherfucking iblis not my father,the guy whom I'm having a relationship with, yarh that guy, he promised to come and then fetch me home. He smsed me telling me he will be there around 9pm. I called him at 9. Not only he did not pick up my call, he rejected and then switched his hp off. Thinking positively, i thought his hp battery was low or something. Called again and again and again and again and again until 10+pm. His fucking hp was still off. I called his younger sister hp and then him home phone. Spoke to his younger sister, told her to wake him up. She tried but to no avail. I know his younger sister is afraid of him, so i didnt persist. Hung up the phone. Obviously, I felt so fucking angry, disappointed and cheated. Only Allah knows how i felt at that moment. At that moment, i didnt care whether i was attached or not. It didnt make any difference. I went home alone taking the bus, reached home at 11.50pm. Changed my clothes, switched on the computer and started chatting. Pouring my hearts out to the chatters i chatted to. I did exchange numbers. Made sure they were good looking first and foremost. Hahakz...if u think i'm not being faithful, thats true. But its not worth it to be faithful to a guy who doesnt even care for u and doesnt appreciate u.
There are other guys that i'm in contact with who are interested in me. IF the iblis leaves me or i leave him, i do have some people that i can straight away run to and make him my new guy.
Every relationship of mine cocked up! They dont work out! So i dont look forward to any happy ending in my lovelife. Not being negative but this is how i feel.
Thats enough for now. Better stop before i start crying...
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